Saturday 20 Sept 14 (1:40am)

Havent posted in a week or so. Let me tell you shit has gone down hill. Ok it's not that bad compared to other people's circumstances. But shit man to me right now my life isn't what I thought it would be . Yo I think I'm failing my intro to animal science class and every other class. I came home this weekend to find out that my room is no longer my room. My mother gave it to her son after I told her when she asked that I wasn't OK with it weeks before. So I'm kinda bummed. (currently crashing in my sister's spare room) And when I informed my "friends" I was in town they were acting mad weird. Over all I think I made a mistake coming back home. I thought I missed it because I'm an outsider  at school but I'm an outsider here as well. Idk. I'm just here for the weekend so I'll be gone soon. But I really wish it wasn't  like it is now. I'm not sure if I'm making any sense but yeah. Ima just cry myself to sleep. That's another thing I'm currently coming down with a cold so it's easier to hide my discomfort because I can just blame it on that and my parents are oblivious to me and my feeling they bought that bullshit excuse. So yeah that's my day / night  for ya. I'm now really going to sleep. Night to whoever had come across my stupid blog of my complaining which I shouldn't be but yeah peace and love to everyone reading this which is probably no one.